fly

Do you ever feel alone? When everybody around you is clamouring to go on with their lives and you just sit there waiting for life to happen. The same few people close to you giving you too much love or none at all. The mixture of ecstasy and confusion (of how you ended up in a situation like this) gets you overwhelmed. These feelings force you to make decisions, good or bad, both having consequences. And the burden of living through these consequences becomes heavier than the decision itself. The brighter side is that at certain rare moments, time loses meaning. A second becomes a lifetime. Or a day becomes the blink of an eye. Thus before you realize, most of the messy and ugly parts of your life are gone in split seconds. The downside? The painful moments can drag on excruciatingly. The cycle starts all over again.
And as we dig into deeper parts of life, we fall and fall.
Then we are given wings and we fly.

 

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